Title: The wind that delivers.
Paring: Akiya x Izumi
Rating: PG
Summary: Akiya is trying to tell Izumi about his feeling and he did it by writing it as a lyric
Comment: Well again I didn’t owned anything... I wrote the lyric on my own, and i done it within 15 mins... Well i was not in a mood of writing a fanfic but i slowly wrote and it gets more deeper and deeper. This part will have a continue story which i will try to insert a lyric again or at least a poem. So looked out for the next part but now please do enjoy this.
“Do you have a moment Izumi san?”
Akiya appeared behind Izumi as he was having a cigarette just outside the storage room. He was trying to avoid the non smoker boys. But he quickly put off his cigarette as soon as he heard Akiya’s voice and turned to approach him.
“Yes sure… what can I help?”
“Eh… nothing much, it’s just that…”
Akiya was in his gloomy mood, as he was about to pour out his feeling, a sudden hard painful tap landed on his shoulder.
“AKI! I was looking for you, where did you go? You asked me to buy drinks for you so here!”
Isshi pushed the sorbets drinks to Akiya and smiling away, he didn’t thought about what happened to the two but then he proceed as usual asking Izumi to have a puff with him outside.
“Eh… if there is something important I will listen to you.”
Izumi turned to Akiya who stood alone behind them not knowing what to say. Izumi just can’t leave him behind like that since he approached him first but the overly excited Isshi is grabbing him away.
“No I’m fine. I will talk to you later then.”
He had to raise up his voice cos Izumi is getting further away from him. Then he sighed and walked back dragging his feet towards the recording room.
Shin was the only busy guy there and yet his eyes were never to leave away the 19 inch flat monitor while leaving his fingers do the work, tapping here and there. Then the yet so cheerful Nao was curling his body on the couch with one hand holding a manga while the other dangled freely. Akiya put his drink on the coffee table and he found out that Nao was actually had his eyes closed. He could not stop himself from smiling so he helped the poor Nao took off his glasses and Izumi’s manga away from him.
“Oh… is that you Aki kun? Isshi was looking for you just now.”
Shin sounded in front of his computer.
“Ya and he found me while I was…”
He paused and sighed. Shin did notice that from his voice but his fingers are still working.
“Are you with Izumi just now?”
“I was for a couple of seconds… then Isshi san came…”
His voice did sound disappointed as he search for a space to let his feet rest.
“I just could not do it…” as he mumbles and hide his face.
“Why?”
Shin stopped all his work, he was concern about his friend so he walked up and rest at the edge of the couch.
“I had been with you for the longest time, I know that you are a determined person and there is nothing that you could not do… I guess Isshi is not going to let you have Izumi right?”
Akiya didn’t make any sound but his feeling sunk deeper. Playing with his shoe’s lace he didn’t want to let Shin know about his expression right now.
“Listen to me pal, you had been keeping this for a long time, it hurts me much to see you in this state. You may be acting in front of everybody but you just cant keep running away. Try again ok, you may missed this chance but I’m sure you could do it the next time so don’t give up.”
All Shin could do was just give him a nice tap on Akiya’s head then the touching moments was suddenly disturbed by Nao’s loud yelled.
“Ouch!”
“Nao! What are you doing?”
Both of them were shocked but only Shin let his words out.
“Are you having a nightmare in the afternoon again?”
“Shin! Isshi smack my head suddenly… I can even feel it…”
Rubbing his head and pouting his mouth, Shin just could help but to pamper him.
“Oh, Aki you are here… you looked sad, are you ok?”
“I’m fine Nao, thank you.”
Akiya tried to bring away this conversation to something else and he managed to grab a piece of unfinished work of Isshi’s lyric.
“Aaahh… look this is our work which is not finished we should continue, should we…?”
“Shin, tell me he is not ok”, Nao lean towards the smaller guitarist, “the Aki I know never had such a gloomy face”. He looked back at Akiya again. “Did Isshi bullied you again? Or did Izumi make you worked too much?”
“No it’s not Izumi…”
“Then it must be that Oni!”
Akiya’s phrase was cut by Nao. And before he could finished it, Nao stood up and rushed out of the room. Akiya was still feeling weak and Shin didn’t stop Nao too. But Nao make a quick turn and said
“I’ll make a very good opportunity for you and you could do your … business. He he he…”
Nao was holding his laughter as he senses the romantic feeling coming any sooner.
“I will look out for Nao, don’t worry we are trying to help you ok”.
Shin leaves Akiya alone in the room, though he knows that what he needs now is a companion but he also hopes that Nao could make the opportunity for them.
So back to Akiya, he was blanked, or he is a bit lonely right now. The thoughts of Izumi just wanders in his head making him dizzy. While he is still holding to Isshi’s lyric, he let his mind wanders off… some period of time, he was unsure about what he is going to do. But by any means, he tried to reach out for a pen and a blank piece of paper, as he scribbles, the air around him seems so cold and only the silence accompanied him.
After a few moments, Akiya dropped his pen and he could not continue anymore… he tried to hide away his paper while he covers it with his hands. He only manage to wrote a few paragraph of it and suddenly the door opened and the first word is
“AKI! Help… Nao is trying to kill me!!”
Isshi try to hide behind the weak body of Akiya.
“Please guys… you both had been shouting all across the area as if this was your playground”. The leader was trying to bring these children down.
Then Izumi notice the pale looked on Akiya’s face, but he didn’t get his words out. He knows something was not right but he just could not open his mouth to say a comforting word. Nao noticed the awkward situation and tried to cheer everyone up.
“Hey, lets get to new resto just down the road, we used up our energy by running all over the place. Ne… Isshi… Shin??”
“I’m ok with you”. Shin said it with his head looking down.
Isshi didn’t answer Nao, not that he was not interested with the food but something else caught his eyes.
“Aki kun, is this??” He grabbed the paper below Akiya’s elbow, “this… you wrote this yourself?”
“AAAaaaaa gimme back Isshi san… that was not…”
Before he could grabbed it back, the quick Oni had shown it to everyone and he was reading it out:
In this hesitation world, clouds clinging to my heart
Each of my foot’s step seems so heavy
While I try to reach out…
Izumi’s could not hold back any more so he stopped this uncontrollable behavior.
“Stop it Isshi san… let him have it back”.
“Well we can use this since we are trying to get our new songs… we should share what we’ve got”.
“Just give him back”, as he sounded a bit pissed off, Isshi had no choice but to return it to Akiya.
Then Nao continued “Oh come on… let’s get going my stomach is grumbling…”. He put his hands over Shin and Isshi’s shoulder making them moved out from the room.
Izumi did pause a moment to steal a look at Akiya then he said,
“Coming Aki?”
Akiya tried to sound good in front of him and agreed as he followed behind the leader.
In the new resto while it was drizzling outside, they were as usual chatting and laughing all the way. But only when it come to Izumi and Akiya, these two seems to have some things hiding from each other. When the nights falls, they decide to walk back to the studio as the after-rain-air was refreshing. Isshi just couldn't get away from Izumi's side… while on the other hand Nao is busily ticking off at Isshi. So the two of them were at the side of Izumi. Shin and Akiya walked closely behind them.
“Nao seems so happy, I’m getting jealous of you.”
“Huh?? There is nothing between me and Nao…”
Akiya just smile at his friend, “you are almost same as me, we are watching their backs”.
“That’s because we are walking behind them…”
“Ha ha ha… yes we are”
“… by the way… you told Nao about it?”
“… well if he is this happy I guess I will just be looking over him. I just can’t be so selfish to have him alone. Nao is the person that needs a lot of people to love him and his love is for everyone…”
“You are indeed a best friend…”
“If the times comes, I will be like you, telling him about it. But before I do that, I’m more concern about you”
The group walked on the narrow path ways, Izumi was bothered too much by the two chirpy guys that he was getting his blood boiling now. Then Nao stopped them and dragged Isshi over at a convenience store.
“Izumi, as usual one pack??”
“Yes please…”, he is finally relieve that those two left his ears alone
“Shin want to grab some things too?”
“Ah… yes…”
Now left the two outside, the breeze left those two alone too. Akiya avoid any direct eye contact but he slowly moved closer to Izumi.
Izumi did know that he is moving closer but he tried to not notice it at all.
“Eh… about the lyric you wrote… are you going to finish it up?”
“Ha ha ha that… that… I was just try … it was nothing great really”, he tried to laugh off
“But what if… I were to said…” scratching his head “… I accept you?”
Izumi looked far away but his voice were purposely clear and aimed at Akiya.
Akiya pause his activity, as his pulse are getting faster.
“Eh… I will try to write it finish and pass it to you”
“Not that I mean… you know… that thing that you are going to tell me earlier”
He is getting a bit impatient, do-you-know-what-I-mean?
Akiya just stood a few inch away from him and all he did was smile softly, his face was blushing but because of his hair, those looks was never to be shown.
So here they come the noisy one and the huggy one, back to Izumi’s left and right ears, they traveled back to the studio. Shin notice his friend’s changes but he kept quiet about it and feel relieve. He will just wait for the good news.
Back in the studio, each of them were preparing their notes and composing the songs. Little did they know about Akiya changes, only Shin. Well the usual busy leader always has his serious looking face and worked on his own computer with Shin by his side, they were working so seriously. Isshi is in a corner were he can have his cigarette on one of his hands while the other hold a pen. Akiya was picking on his guitar a moment and a moment later he noted it down. Nao… please pardon him… he is just too busy rushing to finish Izumi’s manga.
The next morning, where they were awake and preparing to get back home, Akiya passed his own lyric to Izumi.
“I did it, Izumi san. I give my all writing this lyric”
Akiya left a short comment to him and left as cheerful as he always used to be. So those 5 are going in their separated ways, but on the last minute, Akiya ran across chasing Izumi’s shadow.
“Izumi san, I just need to tell you that this lyric is my true feeling. And I just want you to know it. Ok bye… see you next day!”
Izumi was blank at first but then he understood and now he is eager to see what has the guitarist wrote so he hurried himself to home and read it as soon as he opened his door.
The wind that delivers
In this hesitation world, clouds clinging to my heart
Each of my foot’s step seems so heavy
While I try to reach out and search my way
I grabbed only the cold mist
Then I stopped below a tree, where the wind blows away my tears
As if it was trying to whisper and carry away my soul
Knowing where you are, the wind sounds so lonely
If I could just be the wind, I would be by your side
Are those wither leafs coming from where you are?
The wind is trying to bring them back alive
Dear wind, could you deliver my voice
My deepest feeling about you that I would say it forever
Then I stopped below a tree where the wind blows away my tears
As if it was trying to whisper and carry away my soul
Knowing where you are, the wind give me hopes
If I could just be the wind, I would be by your side
A little by little the misty path cleared its way
I could not stop myself
Your voice was heard even it is a thousand yard
Finally the wind had delivered me
The most precious you
By sls
Paring: Akiya x Izumi
Rating: PG
Summary: Akiya is trying to tell Izumi about his feeling and he did it by writing it as a lyric
Comment: Well again I didn’t owned anything... I wrote the lyric on my own, and i done it within 15 mins... Well i was not in a mood of writing a fanfic but i slowly wrote and it gets more deeper and deeper. This part will have a continue story which i will try to insert a lyric again or at least a poem. So looked out for the next part but now please do enjoy this.
“Do you have a moment Izumi san?”
Akiya appeared behind Izumi as he was having a cigarette just outside the storage room. He was trying to avoid the non smoker boys. But he quickly put off his cigarette as soon as he heard Akiya’s voice and turned to approach him.
“Yes sure… what can I help?”
“Eh… nothing much, it’s just that…”
Akiya was in his gloomy mood, as he was about to pour out his feeling, a sudden hard painful tap landed on his shoulder.
“AKI! I was looking for you, where did you go? You asked me to buy drinks for you so here!”
Isshi pushed the sorbets drinks to Akiya and smiling away, he didn’t thought about what happened to the two but then he proceed as usual asking Izumi to have a puff with him outside.
“Eh… if there is something important I will listen to you.”
Izumi turned to Akiya who stood alone behind them not knowing what to say. Izumi just can’t leave him behind like that since he approached him first but the overly excited Isshi is grabbing him away.
“No I’m fine. I will talk to you later then.”
He had to raise up his voice cos Izumi is getting further away from him. Then he sighed and walked back dragging his feet towards the recording room.
Shin was the only busy guy there and yet his eyes were never to leave away the 19 inch flat monitor while leaving his fingers do the work, tapping here and there. Then the yet so cheerful Nao was curling his body on the couch with one hand holding a manga while the other dangled freely. Akiya put his drink on the coffee table and he found out that Nao was actually had his eyes closed. He could not stop himself from smiling so he helped the poor Nao took off his glasses and Izumi’s manga away from him.
“Oh… is that you Aki kun? Isshi was looking for you just now.”
Shin sounded in front of his computer.
“Ya and he found me while I was…”
He paused and sighed. Shin did notice that from his voice but his fingers are still working.
“Are you with Izumi just now?”
“I was for a couple of seconds… then Isshi san came…”
His voice did sound disappointed as he search for a space to let his feet rest.
“I just could not do it…” as he mumbles and hide his face.
“Why?”
Shin stopped all his work, he was concern about his friend so he walked up and rest at the edge of the couch.
“I had been with you for the longest time, I know that you are a determined person and there is nothing that you could not do… I guess Isshi is not going to let you have Izumi right?”
Akiya didn’t make any sound but his feeling sunk deeper. Playing with his shoe’s lace he didn’t want to let Shin know about his expression right now.
“Listen to me pal, you had been keeping this for a long time, it hurts me much to see you in this state. You may be acting in front of everybody but you just cant keep running away. Try again ok, you may missed this chance but I’m sure you could do it the next time so don’t give up.”
All Shin could do was just give him a nice tap on Akiya’s head then the touching moments was suddenly disturbed by Nao’s loud yelled.
“Ouch!”
“Nao! What are you doing?”
Both of them were shocked but only Shin let his words out.
“Are you having a nightmare in the afternoon again?”
“Shin! Isshi smack my head suddenly… I can even feel it…”
Rubbing his head and pouting his mouth, Shin just could help but to pamper him.
“Oh, Aki you are here… you looked sad, are you ok?”
“I’m fine Nao, thank you.”
Akiya tried to bring away this conversation to something else and he managed to grab a piece of unfinished work of Isshi’s lyric.
“Aaahh… look this is our work which is not finished we should continue, should we…?”
“Shin, tell me he is not ok”, Nao lean towards the smaller guitarist, “the Aki I know never had such a gloomy face”. He looked back at Akiya again. “Did Isshi bullied you again? Or did Izumi make you worked too much?”
“No it’s not Izumi…”
“Then it must be that Oni!”
Akiya’s phrase was cut by Nao. And before he could finished it, Nao stood up and rushed out of the room. Akiya was still feeling weak and Shin didn’t stop Nao too. But Nao make a quick turn and said
“I’ll make a very good opportunity for you and you could do your … business. He he he…”
Nao was holding his laughter as he senses the romantic feeling coming any sooner.
“I will look out for Nao, don’t worry we are trying to help you ok”.
Shin leaves Akiya alone in the room, though he knows that what he needs now is a companion but he also hopes that Nao could make the opportunity for them.
So back to Akiya, he was blanked, or he is a bit lonely right now. The thoughts of Izumi just wanders in his head making him dizzy. While he is still holding to Isshi’s lyric, he let his mind wanders off… some period of time, he was unsure about what he is going to do. But by any means, he tried to reach out for a pen and a blank piece of paper, as he scribbles, the air around him seems so cold and only the silence accompanied him.
After a few moments, Akiya dropped his pen and he could not continue anymore… he tried to hide away his paper while he covers it with his hands. He only manage to wrote a few paragraph of it and suddenly the door opened and the first word is
“AKI! Help… Nao is trying to kill me!!”
Isshi try to hide behind the weak body of Akiya.
“Please guys… you both had been shouting all across the area as if this was your playground”. The leader was trying to bring these children down.
Then Izumi notice the pale looked on Akiya’s face, but he didn’t get his words out. He knows something was not right but he just could not open his mouth to say a comforting word. Nao noticed the awkward situation and tried to cheer everyone up.
“Hey, lets get to new resto just down the road, we used up our energy by running all over the place. Ne… Isshi… Shin??”
“I’m ok with you”. Shin said it with his head looking down.
Isshi didn’t answer Nao, not that he was not interested with the food but something else caught his eyes.
“Aki kun, is this??” He grabbed the paper below Akiya’s elbow, “this… you wrote this yourself?”
“AAAaaaaa gimme back Isshi san… that was not…”
Before he could grabbed it back, the quick Oni had shown it to everyone and he was reading it out:
In this hesitation world, clouds clinging to my heart
Each of my foot’s step seems so heavy
While I try to reach out…
Izumi’s could not hold back any more so he stopped this uncontrollable behavior.
“Stop it Isshi san… let him have it back”.
“Well we can use this since we are trying to get our new songs… we should share what we’ve got”.
“Just give him back”, as he sounded a bit pissed off, Isshi had no choice but to return it to Akiya.
Then Nao continued “Oh come on… let’s get going my stomach is grumbling…”. He put his hands over Shin and Isshi’s shoulder making them moved out from the room.
Izumi did pause a moment to steal a look at Akiya then he said,
“Coming Aki?”
Akiya tried to sound good in front of him and agreed as he followed behind the leader.
In the new resto while it was drizzling outside, they were as usual chatting and laughing all the way. But only when it come to Izumi and Akiya, these two seems to have some things hiding from each other. When the nights falls, they decide to walk back to the studio as the after-rain-air was refreshing. Isshi just couldn't get away from Izumi's side… while on the other hand Nao is busily ticking off at Isshi. So the two of them were at the side of Izumi. Shin and Akiya walked closely behind them.
“Nao seems so happy, I’m getting jealous of you.”
“Huh?? There is nothing between me and Nao…”
Akiya just smile at his friend, “you are almost same as me, we are watching their backs”.
“That’s because we are walking behind them…”
“Ha ha ha… yes we are”
“… by the way… you told Nao about it?”
“… well if he is this happy I guess I will just be looking over him. I just can’t be so selfish to have him alone. Nao is the person that needs a lot of people to love him and his love is for everyone…”
“You are indeed a best friend…”
“If the times comes, I will be like you, telling him about it. But before I do that, I’m more concern about you”
The group walked on the narrow path ways, Izumi was bothered too much by the two chirpy guys that he was getting his blood boiling now. Then Nao stopped them and dragged Isshi over at a convenience store.
“Izumi, as usual one pack??”
“Yes please…”, he is finally relieve that those two left his ears alone
“Shin want to grab some things too?”
“Ah… yes…”
Now left the two outside, the breeze left those two alone too. Akiya avoid any direct eye contact but he slowly moved closer to Izumi.
Izumi did know that he is moving closer but he tried to not notice it at all.
“Eh… about the lyric you wrote… are you going to finish it up?”
“Ha ha ha that… that… I was just try … it was nothing great really”, he tried to laugh off
“But what if… I were to said…” scratching his head “… I accept you?”
Izumi looked far away but his voice were purposely clear and aimed at Akiya.
Akiya pause his activity, as his pulse are getting faster.
“Eh… I will try to write it finish and pass it to you”
“Not that I mean… you know… that thing that you are going to tell me earlier”
He is getting a bit impatient, do-you-know-what-I-mean?
Akiya just stood a few inch away from him and all he did was smile softly, his face was blushing but because of his hair, those looks was never to be shown.
So here they come the noisy one and the huggy one, back to Izumi’s left and right ears, they traveled back to the studio. Shin notice his friend’s changes but he kept quiet about it and feel relieve. He will just wait for the good news.
Back in the studio, each of them were preparing their notes and composing the songs. Little did they know about Akiya changes, only Shin. Well the usual busy leader always has his serious looking face and worked on his own computer with Shin by his side, they were working so seriously. Isshi is in a corner were he can have his cigarette on one of his hands while the other hold a pen. Akiya was picking on his guitar a moment and a moment later he noted it down. Nao… please pardon him… he is just too busy rushing to finish Izumi’s manga.
The next morning, where they were awake and preparing to get back home, Akiya passed his own lyric to Izumi.
“I did it, Izumi san. I give my all writing this lyric”
Akiya left a short comment to him and left as cheerful as he always used to be. So those 5 are going in their separated ways, but on the last minute, Akiya ran across chasing Izumi’s shadow.
“Izumi san, I just need to tell you that this lyric is my true feeling. And I just want you to know it. Ok bye… see you next day!”
Izumi was blank at first but then he understood and now he is eager to see what has the guitarist wrote so he hurried himself to home and read it as soon as he opened his door.
In this hesitation world, clouds clinging to my heart
Each of my foot’s step seems so heavy
While I try to reach out and search my way
I grabbed only the cold mist
Then I stopped below a tree, where the wind blows away my tears
As if it was trying to whisper and carry away my soul
Knowing where you are, the wind sounds so lonely
If I could just be the wind, I would be by your side
Are those wither leafs coming from where you are?
The wind is trying to bring them back alive
Dear wind, could you deliver my voice
My deepest feeling about you that I would say it forever
Then I stopped below a tree where the wind blows away my tears
As if it was trying to whisper and carry away my soul
Knowing where you are, the wind give me hopes
If I could just be the wind, I would be by your side
A little by little the misty path cleared its way
I could not stop myself
Your voice was heard even it is a thousand yard
Finally the wind had delivered me
The most precious you
By sls
Feeling:
hungry~
Song: Jajauma Hime
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